Don't want to say "I'm in love."

Fortunately, I have a lovesickness now.

Why "fortunately" ?

It means, I recovered scar of heartbreak!

It took 7-8 weeks...fast! Good for me, congrats me.

Is this love a fate? Coincidentally he called me the day after I got scar of heartbreak.

I found new love, so I have a lovesickness now.

It makes me crazy...thinking of him all day, can't do anything...today I only do listen to the love songs.

But I enjoy lovesickness. Because It doesn't last forever, only first 3 months.

The reason why I don't say "I'm in love." is I just have love "symptoms".

My brain is full with Dopamine, so I'm thinking of him all day, can't do anything. 

Dopamine reduces the amount of serotonin in the brain.

When we lost serotonin, we can't control ourselves.

So today I ate serotonin foods a lot. Banana, milk, yogurt, cheese, egg and so on.

They make me relax and calm down. I got a sanity.

When can I meet him next? It's a very sweet...Take me out!

I never know what he think and want. Him too.

Why he hasn't replyed yet? What he's doing now?

...Yes, this is "I'm in love."